How hard it is to be Love.
forgiving ourselves for not forgiving others,
forgiving others for not forgiving us...
Love should not be such a painful struggle for us.
We yearn for Love so badly,
yet direct so much of our efforts on shoving it away.
Hold those uncomfortable energies tightly,
until that immense pain melts away.
It feels like you'll never feel better again,
it would be so much better to run
as far away from these energies & feelings as possible.
But then, they'll only be back later,
until we finally comfort those energies,
and thereby ourselves.